Saturday Bowling

 Their Emmy and Uncle Jon got them hooked.  We've been at the bowling Alley every Saturday since.

 Ryder is pretty good for a boy who just turned five last week.

Rustin...well...he couldn't be happier.  He's with his Dad, rolling a heavy ball...oh and eating french fries.  That is heaven.

This is their Granddaddy...he's my Dad...with my crazy husband.  Kind of reminds me of that guy you see jumping behind the News Reporter when they're doing a live shoot.  Oh, how I do love these two!

Happy Bowling Y'all!

Happy Birthday, Ryder...today you are 5!

Ryder,

Five years ago today,  I had the honor of watching you take your very first breath.  You were beautiful, plump, blue eyed and smelled like bliss.  I held you in my arms and couldn't quite grasp the amazing gift God had just given me.

I am  having a little bit of  trouble with you turning five.  You realize it, too.  You told me..."It's o.k. Mom.  You'll still sing me lullabies when I turn five...and I'll still give you kisses.".    You can bring happy tears to my eyes quicker than anyone in this world.

Tonight as we were riding home in the car you said..."Mommy...I have to tell you something that makes me sad.  Eden's Daddy went to heaven last year.  She keeps him close to her heart because she loves and misses him a lot.".

A knot swelled in my throat when I heard you say these words....Eden is in your preschool class.  I told you that Eden's Daddy loves her very much and that he is still with her even though she can't see him or touch him anymore.    You asked me where Jesus keeps all of the people when he brings them to Heaven.  I told you all about heaven....I described to you that it is a big and beautiful place.  We talked about how nobody is sick or hurts in Heaven.  You said really softly..."I'll miss you when you're in Heaven, Mommy.". 

I am blessed.  So incredibly blessed to have spent the last five years with you.  I pray that God blesses me with fifty more birthdays with you.    I love you more than you love trips to the car-wash, riding with the windows down, going bowling, eating pizza, sitting outside with a rainbow sno-cone, Sonic's blue slushes, McDonald's chicken nuggets and french fries, using the Ipad, talking on my phone, playing outside, building whole Chuggington tracks with Daddy, sleeping with baby Pluto, being a brother to Rustin, and spending time with your cousins.  In other words, I love you to the moon and back....now THAT is a lot of loving.
Happy Birthday, Bear!  I hope five is all you thought it would be...you are officially my big boy now.

Making Yogurt Dots

Even though making yogurt dots is serious business, it's an easy treat.

Just fill a plastic bag with your favorite yogurt and cut the tip off with a pair of scissors.

Cover a Cookie Sheet with Parchment paper and squeeze dots of yogurt onto the tray.  Just like this.

And this.  I had to remind him to make small dots...not mountains of yogurt.

Our final product ready to go into the freezer.  We taste tested them last night and they were delicious.  They melt easily in your mouth so even babies who are eating finger foods could handle them.  Enjoy!

Beyond the Window

This has always been his bed.  It was first his crib, and then it converted into his bed.  He's slept in it since he was just a few weeks old.  It's comfort to him. We bought him these letter sheets when we moved him out of the Nursery before Rustin was born.  He wants no other sheets on his bed. 

I've seen him stare out this window and I wonder what he is thinking.  Probably yearning to go beyond the window.  He loves being outside...just like his Momma.   There are some bells hanging in the tree just to his right, outside the window.  He bought them on one of our shopping trips and hung them there. They are very small, but hearing them ring brings him joy. This is how I want to remember him...almost 5 years old...growing up before our eyes, yet still full of innocence. 

There's an Alligator Under My Bed

Ryder brought home a very special bag from school this week.  Inside of it was a book called, "There's An Alligator Under My Bed".  We also found a green, fluffy Alligator's tail snuggled inside of the bag.  What better way to read about Alligators, than with an Alligator's tail?

He looked high and low for Alligators, but didn't see any.

Luckily, the book tells us just how to get rid of that Alligator.... should he start living under one of our beds.

Blessed

I am blessed that this little green eyed, blonde headed, pajama wearing boy wakes me up at 6:00 a.m. every morning.  He was coming in from the garage.  We keep yogurts in the freezer out there.  They are his favorite food right now.  He eats no less than 5 a day.  Really.  I agree with him...it is pretty delicious. 

Some days....

 
 Some days, you need to throw on your cape and mask.

Some days, you need to run through the house and "Roar"!

Some days, you need to rest on the porch...

....and watch the rain pour down.